First things first

I have no clue what I’m doing. No clue where I am. Where I’m going. I have an idea where I’m going career wise, but everything else is blank. Great.

There’s a girl at work who makes me very self conscious and feel small. She steals the show. My show. Yet she’s the only one here who treats me like a human being. Figures.

I’m three pounds down, but have no motivation to exercise, do my daily yoga or physical therapy, and God only knows if I’ll ever try jogging again. The only reason I’m three pounds down is because I had the flu for a week. Bummer.

Could say I still talk to God, but I’m not that much of a liar. Habitual sins are still around. My excuse is that I’m human. My sin is that I’m freaking human. I cuss half the time and have no desire to step foot in a church.

That’s a lie.

I should have said, “I have no desire to step foot in any churches down here”. I have a strong desire to be back where I was spiritually and I think this blog will help me get there.

I think.

We shall see.