Oh God, why am I here?
What am I doing?
I thought I was clear headed.
I thought I was getting things sorted.
Oh God, repair my heart. My eyes. My ears. My mouth.
Give me the courage to do what is right.
Lead me where I should go.
Give me friends who will guide me and stick with me.
I am lonely.
I am lost.
I am confused.
I am a sinner.
Forgive me most of all.
Forgive me.